I am really sick of getting lied to, and then when I throw a fit you wonder why, really are you that stupid that you can't see it? You tell me one thing and then do the completely fucking opposite and your not the only one.
Sometimes I wonder why I bother with both of you, there really is no point. You only need me when you need to bitch about something well I am tired of waiting on you all the time, oh wait for me I won't be long, three or four hours later, you may return, oh I forgot. Yeah bullshit. Then you bitch cause when you are around I have to go to bed or do something, well duh I wonder why. Cause I spent all these fucking hours waiting on you.
I am fixing to be done, seriously.
Sunday, March 30, 2014
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Feeling The Need To Be Safe...
Woke up this morning and I really do not feel safe, and I don't know why, sometimes I just wake up and I feel like this for hours on end. It scares me that I will slip back into old habits. That I try very hard to ignore. I just want one day to feel safe in every way I don't know if that will ever happen but that is my hope. Abd I wish to find somebody that helps make me feel safe but that may just be a dream.
I was at work the other night and felt like I had horrible chest pain and not the kind I am use to, it kind of scared me, so I said something, knowing that I don't need to be sent home. But that feeling I never had before. So I went to the Er and after many hours they decided that I have an infection on my lungs. Which I don't understand how just an xray and many hours sitting in a waiting room they can tell what I have, but that's what they said I got, they also did an EKG and said my heart looks fine. So they sent me home with medicatons which I don't like taking, but I sm because I don't want this infection getting worse.
In good news I have been promoted at work to Pharmacy cashier, now if they would quit screwing around and getvme moved over there, I am truly excited aboutbit because with this I won't be all over the store and only have one manger to have to deal with on a daily basis, there are a few things I know I will miss from being in softlines but overall I am happy.
I was at work the other night and felt like I had horrible chest pain and not the kind I am use to, it kind of scared me, so I said something, knowing that I don't need to be sent home. But that feeling I never had before. So I went to the Er and after many hours they decided that I have an infection on my lungs. Which I don't understand how just an xray and many hours sitting in a waiting room they can tell what I have, but that's what they said I got, they also did an EKG and said my heart looks fine. So they sent me home with medicatons which I don't like taking, but I sm because I don't want this infection getting worse.
In good news I have been promoted at work to Pharmacy cashier, now if they would quit screwing around and getvme moved over there, I am truly excited aboutbit because with this I won't be all over the store and only have one manger to have to deal with on a daily basis, there are a few things I know I will miss from being in softlines but overall I am happy.
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