Woke up this morning and I really do not feel safe, and I don't know why, sometimes I just wake up and I feel like this for hours on end. It scares me that I will slip back into old habits. That I try very hard to ignore. I just want one day to feel safe in every way I don't know if that will ever happen but that is my hope. Abd I wish to find somebody that helps make me feel safe but that may just be a dream.
I was at work the other night and felt like I had horrible chest pain and not the kind I am use to, it kind of scared me, so I said something, knowing that I don't need to be sent home. But that feeling I never had before. So I went to the Er and after many hours they decided that I have an infection on my lungs. Which I don't understand how just an xray and many hours sitting in a waiting room they can tell what I have, but that's what they said I got, they also did an EKG and said my heart looks fine. So they sent me home with medicatons which I don't like taking, but I sm because I don't want this infection getting worse.
In good news I have been promoted at work to Pharmacy cashier, now if they would quit screwing around and getvme moved over there, I am truly excited aboutbit because with this I won't be all over the store and only have one manger to have to deal with on a daily basis, there are a few things I know I will miss from being in softlines but overall I am happy.
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