Do You Know? You Walked In And It's Like You Know What I Need...

The things I wanna say to you, the word's I can't find. There's still so much I need to learn about you, still so much that I want to learn about you. You're here. But it scares me, truth be told you make me think, you make me think everything will be okay, I just need to jump in, and go for what I want.

You'll never know what it means to me, that you think that I can do, I don't want to regret anything, but I'm still scared when it comes to you. You're here, but will you leave... again? I have so many anxieties, I push, and I pull, I want and love, and need and feel, I have so much on my mind, I don't know how to spill it. I worry, I'm scared.

You're here, thank you. Don't leave me, I hear that screaming in my head a lot, when it comes to you... I don't want you to.

I got told all I need is you and my best friend, I fully agree, but I'm scared.
You make me not want to be scared, you make me want to just jump on a plane, and see what happens, you make me wanna say fuck it all, and go and do, on an adventure. But then all reality sets in, and I know that I can't. I'm not as spontaneous as you. I want to be.

You have no idea what you did, when you walked back into my life, you have no idea, that you made my life spin. Our conversations mean more to me then you will probably ever know, I've told you things, I dont normally tell people, I tell you things, and it's so easy to talk to you. You don't see me as crazy or young, you see me though.

I think you're good for me, and I don't know, but I hope that maybe I am good for you too. I don't know how you feel about any of this, and I don't know how to ask, because I am good at pushing, and with you, I don't want to, I always want to know what's on your mind though.

You walk in, and is so free spirited, you give me hope, you give me trust, you make me want to trust, but in the back of my mind, I wonder if you're going to leave, like everybody else has, or are you in it for all my craziness, all that I am. I'm not as easy as you think.

You keep telling me you're here... Do you know? Are you okay with that constant need of knowing you won't just up and disappear. Do you understand? It's like whatever I want to say to you, you actually want to hear it, you actually listen to it, I ain't scared you off.

Before I even say anything about my anxieties, my fear, it's like you already know how to ease it. How? I don't know what to think about you, I do know that I think about you all the time... And I don't know what you think about that, or if you even know?

You make me better, just by being in my life... Please don't you ever leave.

I need you and you don't even know because I am scared to tell you.

It's like you showed up, just when I thought I had lost myself, and my world around me, It's like your here to show me it's all going to be okay.

Either way, thank you...